Cycle

December 17, 2015

Worn out
Tired
Useless
Empty
Gone
Lost
Hurt
Found
Here
Full
Useful
Alert
Fresh

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Cycle

May 8, 2013

Life
Moving speeding running
Never a chance to stop and breath
Suffocating choking ending
Dead

A Drowning

August 29, 2012

I’m lost.
Completely without direction.
No idea where to go.
Swimming in circles.
Looking for shore.
Drowning.
Drowning.
Sinking slowly.
Sickly feeling.
Stomach turning.
A constant urning.
A need.
Oh I need.
It’s not a want.
It’s more.
I don’t know why.
I don’t know why.
I’m so sore.
Every bit hurts.
Right down to my soul.
I hide it well.
But they all know.
It’s back.
With a vengeance.
Fighting me.
From inside.
Ripping.
Tearing.
Scratching.
Biting.
Taking flesh.
Turning it to decay.
I cannot stay away.
I need.
Oh how I need.
The water’s of death.
Will drown me soon.
If I don’t drop this needle.
In this spoon.
How I wait.
And wait.
And wait some more.
Praying to God.
Praying to Satan.
Praying to anyone.
Who will actually listen.
Make it stop.
Please make it quit.
The water is rising.
Far too quick.
I can’t get out.
My hand reaches.
One final grasp.
Then slowly.
Then surely.
My fingers slip.
Below the surface.
And a final surge.
Some bubbles.
Then silence.
Still water.
Still life.
As all fades.
Black.

Change Cycle

July 25, 2010

The seasons change
Blowing over from spring to fall
The greatest cycle