Disengage

March 25, 2015

And with those
Two little words
She changed
His life forever:
I’m done.

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Parted

January 13, 2015

Ungrateful
That is it
In my gut
A pit
A stone
A damned large hole
Eating
Carnivorously
From the inside
Working out
The problem
Found
But never fixed
Mixed
The feelings
Good
Bad
Happy
Sad
Remorse
Discourse
Leaving the issue
Entering the mundane
Leaving the sacred
Filled with pain
Red and violent
Like a sea of blood
Splitting
Parted
But not by us
Never by us.

Goodbye Love

October 21, 2014

Goodbye love
You always knew
Goodbye love
It was happening
Goodbye love
I saw it coming
Goodbye love
As did you
Goodbye love
It hurts me to say
Goodbye love
There is no other way

Losing You

October 18, 2014

The love of my life
The pain and the strife
The loss and remorse
The time and its course
The loss of love
The dying old dove
The mess we made
The games we played
The hurt I shared
The death I dared
The loss of you
The moment I knew.

The end of it all

September 3, 2014

The rain I feel softly flowing down my cheeks
Even with the sky full of sun
It clouds my eyes and stops the light
From ever racing my heart
I feel the hollow ebb of something long due but never wanted
I feel the emptiness of demoralizing defeat
Dammed to this eternal anguish not even apathy can defeat
As the tears flow freely I feel fear following fast
Reminding me that with ever ticking time not even perfection lasts

Heartache

March 27, 2014

How could it be
I thought I was cured
Of this longing despair
When really
My brain
Was playing tricks
On my heart

Apathetic

March 6, 2014

Apathy
That is all
Not even
One week
And I’m back
To myself
No low
No high
Just a
Moderate
Mellow
Middle
No fear
No care
Just me
And my
Oldest friend
Apathy