February 28, 2014

Will it ever
Feel the same
As it used to
When we really cared
For one another,
When we nurtured
And helped each other,
When we fought for
Not against each other,
When it was us and not
Just you and I?


February 27, 2014

It used to be
The end was tough
The beginning
Flowed so smooth.

Now I see
The middle’s rough
And in the end
You’ve moved.

A change
Of pace
From slow
To fast.

If it was
A simple race
You know
I’d come in last.

Null Pointer Exception

February 26, 2014

I’m analyzing
All possible outcomes now
None seem promising


February 25, 2014

A lack of contact
Feeling alone
No one here
Not a soul
No phone flashing
No one thinking
Just emptiness
Trapped and alone
Looking out
To no where
Realizing there is nothing
Nothing at all
We are at the end
Of the line
And there is nothing
Nothing left.


February 24, 2014

Dark reality
Surfacing through
The fallacy.
Pain built
A wall of lies
Truth hurt
And subsides.
Brick on brick
Mortar the wall
Build on up
Until it’s tall.
Do not let
A soul get through
Never change
Your point of view.


February 23, 2014

I am a liar
A worthless piece of shit
Feeling proud of it
Pulling the wool over eyes
That cared enough
About me to believe
All it has led to is
Stress and pain
There is no going back
After a point
You cannot recover
It just gets worse
So you lie some more
Oh god why
It was only a small white lie
Why why why
Did I let it go so far
From buying time
To killing relationships
So stupid and absurd
But I did it
And now u must live with it


February 22, 2014

Life changing events
Don’t come by us too often
So make sure it counts